ack.. dunno if i can even cancel graduation 3 weeks before. oh well. who cares. it's their fault. >:[ too bad. dommage. good night. :p

Haven't posted in a long long while. Sooo busybooo, again. I finally, yes finally, decided to drop that ee class. It'll postpone graduation, I hope, and give me an excuse to hang around. Hey, it's their fault for giving me the whole attitude about leaving because I would have more than 210 credits. hey! quite a bit of those credits were transferred! It's not like this is my 7th year of college! Ack, their attitude against me staying just weeweed me off. Grr. I dropped to spite them and extend graduation, whether they like it or not. >:[ ... Actually, I was doing badly in the class and I want to get another degree. BUT they whine and give me excuses, so I'm taking up a spot, big deal! So what if you think I'm selfish, so are they! I mean, I want to further my education to improve my marketability to the job market, but they won't let me? I mean, come on! I thought colleges/universities were suppose to help further my education and help me get a job, so long as I kept pooring in the moolah. I mean, really now, who is benefitting from this relationship? The poor money sapped college student who tries to stay longer to get + points for job marketability, or the bad-economy stricken educational system that jacks up the price on tuition to balance out difficult fund management. Ok, I can understand kicking out students that switch majors again and again and again and again, but me? I've got a set plan. I want another degree and I will finish courses to get it, then find a job and leave this university. Never to come again, if they so desire. Why have they made it sooo difficult? What have I done to deserve this threat and force from the institution to kick me out? I'm a research assistant, I won a space grant, and mary gates grant. Not contributing to university? Being a burden? What do I need to do for them to let me stay? Get accepted into Nursing cuz it's more prestigious and competitive to get in? Have failed AP and transfer courses so I wouldn't have so many credits? What is wrong with an informatics degree combined with my ee degree? They are totally related in my eyes. ack ack ack. Then when I need advising most, advisors vanish on me. No e-mail replies, one is called out sick.. Well, I'm sick and tired of waiting and stressing. Time to drop and give them a migraine about pulling out of graduation. Too bad. They messed up my plans, I'm messing with theirs. When the world gives you lemons, I get sour. Sour people are not nice people. I used to be nice, too bad they gave me so many lemons...